Standing more one day... smiling and thinking about how human being was conceived... Dude, it´s inacredible... So, if you want happiness just don´t try understand anything... Come fly with me... like Frank´s song and forget everything who bore you... Yesterday, I saw a South Park episode and I laught a lot, cause it´s about heartbreaks and unhappy feelings... There are some gothic kids who were complaing about life and about "the pain"... yeah... this show is extremaly sarcastic so when a sad and unhappy little boy crying was asked to "come in to the group",he just answerd to this kids: I´m prefer to be like I´ a fag crying baby who became a stupid gothic boy who complains about human pain... ´cause is necessary to make me a human being who really feel and live the life !!! Nice ! If you dont understood... it´s ok ! But it´s really cool !

Movies that I´ve seen:

Zathura is the best one !!!

Today I wake up and I was thinking about my life steps... so many things in 28 years...Yeah... Today I read a message from a friend about the fill up glass point of view (it´s much better see half glass of water in the glasse than less half water)... Well, I would like to create my own cup of water... but it´s not gonna have water it´s gonna have something else who makes me enjoy every minute and second of the recepient that I´m gonna call "life"... so, I´m gonna do another step now... just thinking that I have to improve everything who happens and try deal with it... learning... feeling... living.. Someone, please bring me my black target medicine !

Madonna is gonna do her show in Brazil, in Rio... So, if U2 and Rolling Stones creates all this mess... So all Madonna fans will gonna be crazy... So, I´m gonna rent a Rio apartament as soon as they confirm this show and I´m gonna buy my ticket in the same time... Please, friends help me with it... let me known everything about her show... I can miss it, cause I´ve been a Madonna fan since 1992, I couldnt see her last show in Brazil, cause I had only 13. But now I really want it... A guy who helps create the name of the biggest fan club in Brazil  (www.minsane.com) deserve it !

 I´m so dizzy.. and still tired... I´m a kind of a freak flu, I guess... it´s never stop... So, I´m fighting for a better life without sick problems... specially in the mind.. so sleep well is just the better medicine (including sex)... Sometimes, I listen my own voice in my mind: Oh, my god... I´m getting older... I should do more sex per day... I would take pictures of everything, maybe I could be traveling, going to the dance clubs, drinking and doing crazy things.. that I sure I´ve born to. The problem is: Be an insane clown is dangerous... and I´m so crazy, that I´m sure not gonna stay alive for one month...  My dream is: drink a lot, sex a lot, traveling a lot, people care a lot, kindness a lot from everyone... and everything new... everyday just like a new oportunity to do something that I didnt do before... But, ok.. if my nosense and useless dream really happen.. Will I really like it? I dont know... So, Life won again.. cause human being never stay completly happy... so let´s get what we have and sleep for a better day tomorrow !  

Until your best friend hates when you are declining or in a bad mood...  but it´s right ! Who figures it out deservers be alone... people dont want bad thoughts... ´cause life is a lot of than... So, let´s have our Peter Pan world that is the way to still breathing... Yesterday, I watched Fun With Dick & Jane (movie with Jim Carrey and Tea Leoni) and it´s really nice, specially Cher/ Bonno scene... it´s ok.. but it´s the complete true about our comfortable empty cash life... cash sucks, dont bring happiness but it´s extremaly necessary to considerate you like a human being, without it you´re a trash who became invisible... ok... what´s the chances of be a looser or a champion? I can tell you: money, money, money... and sex... and a little bit love... (but you can buy it !) laughts...