Enjoying an ordinary life !

Victor is my first pet. He just has 5 months. He“s really cute and he“s growing up fast, everyday... I can believe that now I ve 3 dogs, Brutus - 4 months Sharpei and Patrick a 45 days poodle ! Sometimes they give me a lot of trouble but their love is a big gift ! They re awnsome ! If I had a pet when I was younger maybe a lot of things could be result in a few sentimental problems... Time goes by so slowly... and I“m here just pretend being a strong human being... I still tired... I just review a movie called "My Life Without Me"... Sarah Polley is a great actress and she is in another movie that watched a hundred times: "Dawn of the Dead" (2004)... I just can stop ! I love dead living movies and this is one that I can say that is for my generation... "Fake re-invention Romero and everything else"... also appearance Deborah Harry and the nice Mark Ruffalo.. This movie really make us think about our priorities in life !!!

Read the story: Ann (Sarah Polley) is a hard working mother with two young daughters, a husband (Scott Speedman) who spends more time unemployed than working, a mother (Deborah Harry) with a history of broken dreams and a father who has spent the last ten years in jail. While other women her age are out partying, she spends her nights working as a janitor in a university she could never afford to go to in the daytime. She lives with her family in a tiny trailer in her mother's backyard. Somehow, she keeps her head above water: surviving but not "living."After collapsing one day, she goes in for a medical check-up, where a shy doctor tells her some shocking news. She tells no one, determined to shield her daughters from the truth and at the same time to take control of her life and to make the most out of it. To Don, her eccentric co-worker Laurie, her mother and her kids, Ann chalks her weak pallor up to a case of anemia. In private, Ann makes a list of things she had always wanted to accomplish in her life but never had the time. They range from the mundane to the sublime-from changing her hairstyle and getting fake nails to finding and making love with another man. Suddenly, Ann's life opens up, and the life force that was nascent in this 23 year-old, working-class woman blooms into a quiet yet steely determination. Burdened with her secret but liberated by her new sense of control, Ann's emotional journey leads her to unexpected places and gives her life new meaning: the tender moments, the volatile emotions she must keep inside, the recognition that she has the power to understand, examine and fully live her own life. Visit the spanish site:

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Sometimes, movies just touch us in a very special way... they can show exactly what you feeling and thinking about life and people... So, if you have a time, rent it !

Tired... Feeling pain in all over my body... Just trying to imagine how life can be so hard sometimes... Why we ve to wake up to deal with troubles and bad situations all the time? Sometimes, I ve the impression that I worked so hard since 13s that all my human energy dissipate in a litlle drop of the ocean that used to be my energy when I was younger... I“m 27 y old but sometimes I feel like a old guy... because I so tired... that I MADE MYSELF READY TO GO AWAY... Cause, I glad for my oportunity in this life and in this world who isn“t faultless... I used to dream and to thing about future... but I was suffering... being careless with my own life... The conclusion is: Just live every second like the last one, so let“s have fun and have good feelings and emotions like a disco pop-gay song !!! I dont want drink alcohol and have sex with a lot of people everyday... but I just want to be filled up of joy to deal with every situations that will still happen. I have to be strong... I have to fight with my own soul to go on... this kind of animal that lives in us never can control our ability of joy life like a gift without a reason. We just have to be glad... and maybe this pain, has to subsist to make us understand how wonderful was ours moment in earth... understanding that I“m an ignorant self-centered... and turn it simple: Carly Simon sings her music "You“re so vain" to me... ehehehe, yes, I“m vain... with a big ego, so, Simmer Down Now, Cristiano ! Let“s listen Copacabana de Barry Manilow and powered our energy and health to enjoy life... like it must be lived.

Today, my friend Joao Paulo came to my apartament, one day before his trip to Holland where he“s gonna get marry with Hans, a nice guy who visited us a few months ago in Brazil and who met him in internet since 2000... JP has been my friend for 11 years and we“ve taling about living in another country since I met him, it was our big day-dream... so I really happy to him... When you want something so much the universe compires to make it happen !!! Like writer Paulo Coelho wrote. I believe in it... you just have to wish... and someday this wish comes true... or not... but the most important is has a wish to living for... Good travel, my dearest friend...

Today, I won a T-Shirt and tickets from the movie that I recently seen: A history of Violence... I love this kind of frivolous stuff marketing in movies sites in net... Maybe, I should do, Marketing in University, I could be a specialist in create this internet contests... I have a great liking for this things !

Today... I hadn“t pain... Thanks god... Things is working on... and everything still safe and calm... I was thinking about how I love myself... yeah... Someday a person told me: You suffer because your ego is enormous... I thought that it was a big nonsense lie, at last people usually gossip and do bad things in my back... So, I was a victim... people are bad and they dont have a heart... but after, I realized that I was punish all the time by myself and the people dont... Was I an innocent as a lamb ? No, I was a coward who hadn“t corage to to face people and the situations like a real human being... I was living in my own candy world and everyone who doesnt praise my kindness, and shows me something that wasnt perfect like I wish... was the vilain... I was a selfish bastard who was destroying himself... So... I learn that we have to expect everything about another human being... good and evil... and we“ve to be prepare to all opinions... It“s just life... and we have to enjoy without suffering for troubles created by ourselves.

TOM FORD UNTIL HAS A LOT OF WORK TO DO... AND ALSO ME... Today I“m not feeling any pain yet... I just want listen some music and try do to my best for my journey... I already clean somethings in the apartament and did a lot of coffee... that I“ve drinking continuosly... Listen now: FEVER... BAD GIRL: from Erotica album... This is my preferred in this days... I was thinking how we change tastes everyday... someday you like this song, this color and another day... you just hate everything... and a few days past and you back to love that old song that you havent listen for a long time... I wish for a exercise... I“m thinking about YOGA... I sure that it“s gonna be a good exercise for mind and body... But I just have to find a nice place and time to do... Well... this day is just beggining... let“s see...